I want to share with you what I am searching for.

I am often asked what I'm searching for.

I am searching for the truth of me, and to know and understand.

Right now, I am looking to understand what the cold frozen wasteland known as hell is.

I do not live in the cold, but there is a cold in me.

I know that the cold is the place that lacks understanding.

Is the cold the place of self-rejection and self-abandonment?

All of my magic exists within that cold and frozen wasteland.

How do I fully reclaim my magic?

Is the cold an eternal place within me, one aspect of my infinite being that will always be there?

Is the cold place a place that I travel into to reclaim my magic, and bring it back with me into the light?

Is the cold place a place that I bring the light into, reclaiming that land and my magic into my wholeness?

These questions are what still remain outside of my awareness.

My experience that is now, and has been for a long time, is that all that is required of me to receive answers is to ask the questions.

The answers I seek are waiting for me as soon as I ask them.

I would like to share with you the answer to these questions.